i hate being introverted i hate that i don’t know how to act around people i hate that i don’t know how to talk i hate that i’m afraid to socialize outside of school
June 13, 2012 · 1 notes
#planning actual socialization outside of school is really stressful #i hate my whole everything #sigh #i could always back out with some stupid excuse #but then i'd feel like shit #but ugh #humans scare me #also the fact that he might think it's a date and i totally don't want that???? #that is NOT the way i want this relationship to go????? #also i've dropped major hints about me liking girls #like #majOR HINTS #i hope he got them #damn #im so nervous im just going to go watch more bad teen shows
#planning actual socialization outside of school is really stressful #i hate my whole everything #sigh #i could always back out with some stupid excuse #but then i'd feel like shit #but ugh #humans scare me #also the fact that he might think it's a date and i totally don't want that???? #that is NOT the way i want this relationship to go????? #also i've dropped major hints about me liking girls #like #majOR HINTS #i hope he got them #damn #im so nervous im just going to go watch more bad teen shows
